Wednesday, March 20, 2013

No longer in perspective...

Long: because I don't have to care for them
Long: because I am taught to think that is the only way
Long: because you do what people think looks good
Long: because there has never been another way
None: because you have to get rid of your birth
Some: because it has to be long again
More: because... well its a process..!!!
Some more: because we are still not quite there yet.
Long: because it was like that before
Long: because "Oh your so pretty"
Long: because they were a pride
Longer: because...it just kept going that way
Longer-4: because I have to take care of it
Long-4: because, I sit all alone with it
Midway: because I want to be different
Midway: because I think they look at it
Midway: because I cant imagine taking care of it
Long: because I didn't have time to think
Long: because I was lazy and scared
Longer: because not too much should change at one go
Longer: because the rest was tagging along
Longer-4: because I needed space
Midway-2: because I wanted to forget the past
Midway: because well it kept going that way
Midway-2: lest it gets long
Midway: because I was getting too cozy
Midway-4: because I was brought back to reality
Midway: because I was still trying to shake it away
Midway+2: because I was washing my worries away
Midway+4: because I was at peace
Long: because, now I could take care of it
Longer: because, this time I cared
Longer+4: because, this time I loved
Longer+6: because, it was a shield
Longer+8: because, it was a part of me
Longer-16: because it was meant to be that way
Shorter than short: because I had to know how it felt
Short: because, its a process again
Short+0.2: because, I love it
Short+0.4: because, I am rebelling
Short+0.6: because, I don't want to explain
Short+0.8: because, everyday it feels newer
Short+1: because, it still feels good
Short+2: because, I know every morning it feels just right


maybe one day....
Long: because its a choice
Longer: because it feels right too
Longer than long: because I will never ever regret not trying every possible way...!!!





Tuesday, March 5, 2013

have the time...?

is there a way to shake this feeling...
the fog refuses to settle..
my feelings are a crumpled ball...
I crushed the paper myself...!!
I wish there was someone...
who would pick the pieces up...
they could never be a whole...
but they would make for a good puzzle..!
who would have the time...?
who would help put them together...
they would never be the same..!
they can't be mended...
but I am sure they can be taped...
neatly at the backside...
and hung on that wall...
well framed...
to boast of in the many many years to come..!
who would have the time...?
and who would dare spare that time...?